Now, I am challenging myself to see how far I can go. If this determination and the willingness will take me somewhere. What would happen if I give my full trust to you, you who once betrayed me. You who once controled my life. What will I get if I start believing in you who's good at lying. If I keep my eyes shut and zip my mouth, will you notice my silence? Will you be so curious enough to ask why I'm not opening my eyes? If I stop hating myself and give this heart a chance to be free from hatred and vengeance, will you stop giving pain and sadness? If I stop asking for things you can't do and just embrace that you've got nothing more than that, will you start to appreciate me for what I am? If I promise to take care of myself, are you going to take care of me as well. If I stop treating you like a prince, will you learn how to do things without my help? Let's see.
I just hope you can do these things while I'm still here. Cos when I'm gone, I'm not gonna try to find my way back to you.
About Me
- who_else?!
- I'm a good girl but I can also be at my worst sometimes. I have my fair share of dark secrets and memories. I became a devil when I realized how tough life can be and just learned that I can be tougher. I just turn into an annoying-crazy-li'l-bitch when I feel like it. I can do crazy things if i have to. I have committed so many mistakes in the past that made me firmer, stronger, better. I don't want people to underestimate me that's why I learned to establish a unique personality to remind them to step back a little. I am a friendly person but I can be somebodyelse's most unpleasant enemy. I never say bad words out of anger. I curse in silence. A curse that may or may not work. I was never a back fighter cos I always get back to those people who I know assaulted me intentionally. That's me. If you want to mess up with me, fine. Just don't push me too far and you'll know why you might want to keep your distance.
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