numb..

I am back..and that's because I feel bad and I can't find the right person to share this with..

So, though I am tired and still need to wake up early for tomorrow's shift plus my back is aching again plus the light in this room is 'still' busted plus I am having trouble seeing the letters on the keyboard, I still forced my self (and my eyes and fingers) to start typing.

I don't know, I just don't know why I feel this way. I know it's not so nice if I forget things I should remember. But it's really really bad when I remember things I'dather forget. Talk about self torture. Heck. I feel so bad about the past especially if things around me only bring them back.

But by the way, my last entry was on August. So I think I have to give some updates..

SEPTEMBER I turned 25, I got a new phone from marrk (thanks)
OCTOBER my son turned 2 and we made sure we pay back for the uncelebrated 1st birthday. So we decided to throw a pirate themed party for him at Fun Ranch Tiendesitas. It was a blast. Spent too much but hey, my son deseved to have a party like that..I will try to post some pixies to share with you guys (as if someone's reading my page..nyaha)

and comes NOVEMBER..

and going back to my drama..

I hope it'll be over...I just hope everything will be ok..

hay wait, my back is aching reaaallly bad...I have to stop and get some sleep..i still have 5 hours..great..

till next time. maybe by then I can explain what I really wanted to share...

Ciao!
I'm really having a hard time typing na ksi e..crap this unlighted room..hmpf!