Tuesday, February 2, 2010

first entry for 2010..

this is not what i really wanted to share. I promised myself that everytime i blog,it will be all about being happy. But hey, promises are made to be broken,so give this shot to me cos i am really really upset.↲Masaya aq. Sobrang saya. I now realized why it never worked out with anybody else. Cos in the end i still have the rights to be happy. I'd like to thank my friends for having an open mind to understand everything i do and every decision i make. Cla lang ang may krapatang husgahan aq dhl they know the whole story. Alam nla kung cno at knino nagsimula ang kahihiyan na sinasabi ng ibang tao,mga taong wlang alam s mga ngyari sa buhay ko. Those who know nothing pero kung mkapag react plang kilala nila aq mula ulo hanggang ingrown. Those people who think they've seen the hell i've been through. Those people who see me as a whore just because of the simple and little things they see,ang d nila alam,madami p clang dpt makita at mlaman for them to know kung sino ang mas nakakahiya. Fine. Maybe it's really wrong to be happy with someone else. Fine,its wrong na iwanan ang taong d marunong magpahalaga sa akin. Fine, maybe i shouldn't be proud because i was able to get out from a place na nasasaktan at nahihirapan lang aq. I'll kiss your ass kung mabibigay mo ang katahimikang meron aq ngaun. If you can make me uber happy as what i am right now. If you can me feel loved, if you can take care of me, if you can do EVERYTHING na hndi gnawa nya gnawa,kung mapupunan mo lht ng pagkukulang nya. Yun e kung kaya mo lng.↲dhl kung hndi papakain ko sau ang kahihiyang cnasabi mo. Wla naman ak0ng pakialam sau e. Pati s mga reaksyon mo. Cno kb? You can say anything you want. You can talk about me and make me damn interesting. You can call me names and you can also go to hell,kita tau don. Ang akin lng,know the whole story first. You know nothing kaya feeling mo tama ka s mga opinyon mo. Try to research tutal interesado k naman s buhay ko e,and you'll then find out why i am so proud and super happy..↲↲Yun lng naman e.. Tsaka don't judge me,i'm not a book..nyahahaha. Seryoso q nyan.

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