Wednesday, February 3, 2010

sinimulan mo ako, kaya mo kayang tapusin?


putanamesh na mga reaksyonista!!..oops, good way to start this entry huh?

Ok,fine,e ano naman ngayon kung nagpost aq ng mga "indecent" pics sa facebook? Mamamatay ka ba? Why is it such a big deal? Kelan pa aq nagbigay ng karapatan s mga tao para sabihin sa akin kung ano ang ipopost ko sa fb? E fb ko yon?? Be mad if i hacked your fb and posted stupid pictures there. Pun...yemas (quote: ahyen) pati ba naman fb pkikialaman?
Fine,nakakahiya dhl i'm still carrying his name? Dhl though we are physically separated we are still married blah blah blah..question: sino ba ang may gustong dalhin ang pangalan nya? You might wanna ask me how i feel everytime i wake up carrying his name.
I'm always FREAKING OUT.

What's so interesting is you really have the guts na aq lang ang paranoid..that he didn't cheat on me..hu-waw! You better hear my side of story girl, and i'll roll it out ON YOUR FACE..i can give you dates, numbers, places and even names (take note,plural yan) i can explain to you the hows and the whys,just to make sure that you know the WHOLE STORY, hndi ung story nya lang. For you to realize kung sino ang nakakahiya at d nagpapakatotoo.
Pero syempre,i won't waste my time just to talk to someone na sarado ang utak. I don't owe you any single word,any explanation. Again, karapatan mong magisip,pero sana husayan mo lang.

I'm not really trying to start a fight,that's just not me. Ayoko lng na pinapakealaman ang buhay ko ng mga walang alam,ng mga taong ndi naman tlaga ako kilala. Because if that's your purpose kaya ka nabuhay s mundo, napaka walang kwenta mo namang tao para manghusga at mangealam ng buhay na ndi naman sau. In the first place,d ka naman kasali s laro namin e. Pampam ka lang.
Anyway,make sure you can hold on to your words til the end,i don't wanna see you picking up some shattered pieces of your pride..and by the way, dnt call yourself a LOSER..you're way beyond that. Mwa!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

first entry for 2010..

this is not what i really wanted to share. I promised myself that everytime i blog,it will be all about being happy. But hey, promises are made to be broken,so give this shot to me cos i am really really upset.↲Masaya aq. Sobrang saya. I now realized why it never worked out with anybody else. Cos in the end i still have the rights to be happy. I'd like to thank my friends for having an open mind to understand everything i do and every decision i make. Cla lang ang may krapatang husgahan aq dhl they know the whole story. Alam nla kung cno at knino nagsimula ang kahihiyan na sinasabi ng ibang tao,mga taong wlang alam s mga ngyari sa buhay ko. Those who know nothing pero kung mkapag react plang kilala nila aq mula ulo hanggang ingrown. Those people who think they've seen the hell i've been through. Those people who see me as a whore just because of the simple and little things they see,ang d nila alam,madami p clang dpt makita at mlaman for them to know kung sino ang mas nakakahiya. Fine. Maybe it's really wrong to be happy with someone else. Fine,its wrong na iwanan ang taong d marunong magpahalaga sa akin. Fine, maybe i shouldn't be proud because i was able to get out from a place na nasasaktan at nahihirapan lang aq. I'll kiss your ass kung mabibigay mo ang katahimikang meron aq ngaun. If you can make me uber happy as what i am right now. If you can me feel loved, if you can take care of me, if you can do EVERYTHING na hndi gnawa nya gnawa,kung mapupunan mo lht ng pagkukulang nya. Yun e kung kaya mo lng.↲dhl kung hndi papakain ko sau ang kahihiyang cnasabi mo. Wla naman ak0ng pakialam sau e. Pati s mga reaksyon mo. Cno kb? You can say anything you want. You can talk about me and make me damn interesting. You can call me names and you can also go to hell,kita tau don. Ang akin lng,know the whole story first. You know nothing kaya feeling mo tama ka s mga opinyon mo. Try to research tutal interesado k naman s buhay ko e,and you'll then find out why i am so proud and super happy..↲↲Yun lng naman e.. Tsaka don't judge me,i'm not a book..nyahahaha. Seryoso q nyan.